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megalomaniac

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Shelby | 18 | Australia
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myself ∞ ask box
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I probably won't be here anymore. Gun
This is me as of lately~ I’ve been put on new tablets that are making me gain weight like crazy, they’re not helping my body but they’re helping my brain. That’s what I need at the moment. I don’t want to get any bigger though, my weight is up and down like a fucking yo-yo and I’m starting to get really insecure about it. It’s also put me off of sex all together. OTL all of my sighs. FUCKING SELF ESTEEM OF A CUNT. Also I cried for about 3 hours because Anders left.
I feel quite asian right now. This was for my friend Shigo in Korea~Ah, he’s so lovely~ I can’t wait until he comes and stays with me :3  I LOOK AVERAGE TODAY, THAT’S AN ACCOMPLISHMENT. He made me do the peace sign, don’t judge.He wanted a new phone background t_t 
My vision seems so odd now like, I can see heaps clearly and stuff but sometimes I feel as though I’m tripping cause I’m not used to it and then I’m like ALL THE ANXIETY OF NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE. But alas, my other ones aren’t as bad, but I like these frames better cause they’re bigger. Yes yes no no? I ACTUALLY MISS MY FAT ARMS.WHERE ARE THEY GOING  COME BACK
My new glasses. :3Yeah yeah not a heap different, but they’re just bigger in the frames. ;D 
AH IT’S GETTING LIGHT ALREADY. On the upper hand, my make up isn’t smudged and my hair still looks good.Success for Shelby +1! I dunno why my lips look like flat fish lips… wat.And yes, as usual, NO PANTS. 
Well, this is me being prettyish. I’ve lost weight on my arms. Seriously, I have to go back to the doctors and see what the fuck is up with my weight. It’s making me so unhealthy going up and down within 10kgs every week. I AM SO CONFUSED. MY BODY CANNOT HANDLE THIS ANYMORE. But there you go, oh and the David Bowie shirt Alex gave me. :3 I’m going to shower, get all of this stupid make up off and loaf around.
Why do I look like a 15 year old today? (Minus the giant tits) Ah well. We’re all going to the beach and I fucking hate the beach during the day, but alas, the things I do for my friends. And it’s like 8am. WHY AM I UP THIS EARLY? I don’t do that for no one. >:|